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Mirrors and Hallways
02:05
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Something stayed with me all this time (embedded in my mind)
You said we follow the same structure
But I still have my eyes closed (been sleeping this whole time)
Now I can see me I think I truly know myself
The skin, the bones, the sorrow, I am still me under these clothes
Mirrors and hallways, some imbalance in the brain
An outcast I'll remain, and I watch it all as it falls away
Yesterday while driving I thought how easy it would be
To change my body permanently
That seems the easiest way instead of enduring all this hate
I won't have this pain if I am not anything
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More Than Skin
02:16
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Born in misery, this inside of me
Hide and bury it, nothing over this
Save me from myself
And I hope to wake up as somebody else
Somehow you see the real me
How I've been battling this
Lived my entire life
And it's always on my mind
And now I don't fit in or live a normal life
And this all settles in time
Am I more than skin?
Are you listening?
I am more than skin.
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Cave In
01:33
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A picture of health and your dullen day
And this full of kindness but that's never your way
You reoffend and by the way...
Hold tight you'll find out that we're different and you're alone
From here on out you won't see me
I will go and find someone who believes in me
And if you're not there I will forget you
Because of all the damage you've done to my head
Success, avoidance, measure, purpose, escape, hold down, cave in.
Cave in.
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Knotted
02:16
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Take your pick (of my anxieties)
I have forward progress across my skin
I'm not who I used to be, I'm not who I used to be.
This knotted feeling stays and I'm under water
Nothing to unbind the chains and I am a stranger
And all the time it seems I fail at everything
The breeze that surrounds and everything that's in-between
And I am failing still.
Isolation inherent in being, the still turns to ice and I'm freezing
Some days it's hard just to be, that feeling is swallowing me.
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Your Worth
01:37
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Temper and the picture frame
Face down at night when you're still awake
Take light and dissolve the worth
Too much of guilt to give it all away
Predator and that's your worth
Chemical well that's your fault
Manipulate and what'd you learn?
Learnt enough to trust no one
Well nothing's real
Learn to feel
Well that's your guilt
What pain is worth.
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No One. Nothing.
01:26
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I've had these visions, you treat us like victims
Didn't ask for your opinion but you're still gonna give it.
Take all you need I am no one, I have nothing to give.
And time will tell over everything.
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Monotony
01:11
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We're all complicit in this monotony
Life planned out no living
We're all complicit in this monotony
Life planned out and everything repeats
Love is not enough it's breaking everyone
This whole charade as history replays
I'm not the only one, it lives in all of us
No end to anything.
We're all complicit in this monotony
Life planned out no living
We're all complicit in this monotony
Life planned out and everything repeats.
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Losing Track
02:14
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Practically nauseous, how do I word this?
Uncertainty that chemicals aren't touching
I'm losing track, time I won't get back.
Practically nauseous, how do I word this?
Uncertainty that chemicals aren't touching
It's easy to see how I don't, but they, believe
It's easy to see that solipsism is certainty
I'm of little or no worth to anyone on this earth
I'm of little or no worth
I don't think you love me
I don't think you love me anymore.
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Two Years
02:25
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Where will I be taken to?
What is there left of my head?
What have I not confronted or at least seen first hand?
Partial consciousness
Feeling tired all the time
Floating up to the ceiling
Leave my sanity behind.
Don't forget your insulin or your antidepressants
Take a step out the door, somehow you're already driving
Fall asleep at the wheel, forget to turn up to work
It's been two years now
I'd have thought that nothing else could hurt.
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Not Going Away
02:22
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Don't save all my worries, they're not going away
I keep them right here in my head
In case of bad weather
Days crawling back, not enough light to even see by
Pen my skin, shade in the parts I am missing
And wait until the clouds part again.
Head full of weight to bury in earth
Die here, so I will never see the sun.
Care to follow fallen dirt
And breaths that fall in twos and fours
I just don't see a future me
You'll be my reason to breathe.
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